一觉醒来望着阴雨天空,我居然还是无法释怀,相比眼泪,更多的是心理上的起伏不定。难道I”s比其他漫画能产生更多共鸣吗,或者是近来我变得异常脆弱多愁善感了。原来这个故事不是讲给我听,而是把我的故事讲出来给自己听的,but I ‘ve missed the very ending。
ITCHAN小学告白留下的阴影让他中学面对心动的女孩缺少自信与勇气走上前去。似乎只有看起来是被安排的才是可以安心相处。即使这样,他们居然仍不断有很多次接触。几年后他知道了她原来也是喜欢着他的时候,幸福终于第一次扣响了门闩了。
不同的是当我知道这件事的时候,I guess I ‘ve already missed my bus, the bus conducts me to love. 原来那些暗示是那么明显,但别以为这些暗示就代表了永恒,What a fool I am! I should not hide any more, just face to my feelings. 那种心口不一,躲躲闪闪,是自己的伤,是别人的负担。I missed the confession once, perhaps that ‘s the only confession I need for my whole life. 第一次后悔曾经的选择,第一感受到不完整的情感世界,而且确实有机会与之擦肩而过。I wonder what it will be like today if I confess to you during middle school.
“What is your dream”
“It is only until recently that I could clear my thought. No matter what the dream is, you are always there. No matter how many girls walking by, you are the only one I could imagine as a lover living togther.”
“(Please fill in the blank)”
I have no fear to face the feelings anymore, I love you all the way from that day we first met, no more, no less.